aftermath

blinded

bleeding (tears running freely down
cleaving my soul
without remorse
they seek to annihilate
whatever's inside of me - whatever's me)

not to heal
not to heal
for some time yet

staring out into the dusky horizon with mourning eyes and unseeing heart

















resurrection seems so far away - do i deserve to lead such a wracking wretched life
when i can die thrice as easily
or more -