cost of sustaining nana = infinity :)

yup am still alive after the horrendous 13 tube blood withdrawal. i hereby do solemnly proclaim that i shall never voluntarily inflict such torment on any patient in future unless under duress and threat of mortality. there. :) my fifty-cent-worth on blood tests!!! haha. anyway.

today i have ruined my reputation. i've engaged in dirty, disgusting and unacceptable behavior in public! sigh. i've let myself down *bawls spongebob style* i can't believe i passed out dammit. it's so lame. aaaargh. *watches as years of culture and dignity get flushed down e drain* and raised a ruckus. and made quite a few pink salmon-shell suited nurses and a doctor rather overexcited. haha. anyway. whoever heard of infusing saline into a person whilst taking blood. it defeats logic. :D

anyway! after the horrific experience of bakkwa-ing a live human specimen :) i proceeded to wobble my way to 7-11 and demanded all the glucose they had. ^_^ to hell with appearances... i'd rather look like jungle vermin than pass out in e wide corridors of sgh and kenna carried to e mortuary for organ harvesting *muahahaha* oooh but some angmoh guy said that e taxidrivers said that sgh only collects local organs. so tml i shall douse my sebum follicles in peroxide :) hopefully i'd look like paris hilton :D oh but i forgot. she lacks a brain. maybe she came to singapore and sgh drs decided she doesn't need one anyway!!!!! haha.

then i went for lunch with huiting and jess. nice lunch, nice place, cool ambience, nice waitress, impressive waiter-to-be, and deaf owner who misheard my order for a lamb chop to be stewed venison. but it tasted good enough to quell my complaints :) e anthocyanin-infused purple veggies from Mercury were too bitter though :D

jess tottled back home (after lunch at 12 and a second round at 2) to mug (presumably) :D and ht went shopping with me! retail therapy cures blood deficiency... i splurged on 2 necklaces (PAMPAMPAM!!!!! bohemian!!!!!!!) and a pack of percy pigs from M&S, which i promptly dispensed to the 2 glucose-junkies at home just now :)

yupz. so today is rather ok... will get to hear e usual "u're fine let's just see u in 3mths time take ur med everyday yada yada" from Dr. JBA on wed. am attempting mozarella cheese rolls and pumpkin pie tml!!!!!! and a banana cake on thurs if i can handle it cos there's someone who'd be very very very pleased indeed to receive a pc of it :) i hope, anyway. :D

ok. brain too saturated by the kaleidoscopic overstimulation of shopping to create a poem. let me think of a nice quote instead... hmmm. *chews lower lip* woah. quotes are hard man.

standing stationary
*stifled breath* stale in and
staler
out
squeezing with all my might
to escape (and failing)
therushhourtraintherushhourcommutorcommotion
[gasp!]
andnotsucceeding

step out

the next train may be a greater trial yet
but
nothing beats dying of a
squeeze
10minutes later.

yay! a poem. alright! :D